Sometimes you just don’t wanna be here…Suicide

~ Stuff happens and you can think of a million reasons not to be here ~

Because no one gives a damn about you.

Because you don’t deserve to live.

Because your life has no value, you can see it.

Because you hurt too many people.

Because it’s always your fault.

Because you’re sick of being battered and used.

Because your life itself isn’t precious, because they were and are wrong.

Battle automatically gives others hope and strength, now you have no more.

Because you know you will never feel better.

Because each time you confront despair you get more tired .. you can't know now what you will ultimately be able to do with this, what future battles can you will win? NONE

Because if you die today you will never again have to feel love for another human being, or trust, gratitude, hurt and pain.

Because you’re sick of crying all the damn time!

Because you never see kindness and compassion in another's eyes.

Because if you die today you will never again see sunlight pouring through the leaves of a tree, or a bird take flight, or feel the quality of light in winter, thank god it goes away!

Because the seconds do not cease their passing, because even if it feels like time has.

Become an unbearably heavy stone, it has, and you only have to endure.

Because you have already lost.

Because you can join the one you lost.

Because the will to live is a cruel punishment.

Because they never healed and comforted you.

If you die today you will erase the meaning of your suffering.

Because you haven’t the skills to find your healing path. Seen this over and over again.

Because you don’t want to feel sick with sadness and hurt.

Because you’re always Alone.

Because this is the only way out of this horror and despair.

Because no one knows better than you the meaning of suffering, and the agony deepens the heart.

Because you hate everything about your existence.

Because you hate how you live a constant lie and how no-one really knows a fucking thing about you. (You're really not that HAPPY)

Because you deserve the peace.

Because you’ve been shown this is the way to deal with life by someone too close to you already.

Because you just can’t stand this anymore!

Because we never came (THE FAMILY/FRIENDS) together.

Because we will be able to show them that even though they had all the Power and Strength and Ruthless Cunning, they couldn’t stop this!

Because you’re sick of caring about ANYTHING.

Even though we were only helpless, innocent dependent children, we will have beaten them at the game and we’re finally leaving.

Because I am furious that I have to suffer the pain of another's evil and filth.

Because you’re just sick of trying to make an effort to be happy.

Because you too will one day feel fury.

Because I’m not meant to be fixed, I think I was made as an example of how fucked up one’s life can be.

Because it is critical that you can no longer survive.

Because you’ve already given your meaningless possessions to someone else or thrown them out. As they carry no happiness.

Because you’re just sick of trying to make an effort to get by in life. and make an effort to be happy.

Because they always laugh in your face.

Because you who feel that you can save me, get over it! You’re talking to a dead person. It's not gonna help.

Because there is something so painful to you in your life that you do not feel like you have any other way out.

Because you're just sick of everyone's shit!

Because there’s no way, but this way.

Because you’d never been successful or that well known.. So you wouldn’t be missed all that much anyway.

Ahhhh, still here. Not that I wanted to go in the first place. Just another bad day. The end